“I Feel Like Going Home” by Charlie Rich is a Pullover song for me. When I first heard it in my car, it was so powerful I had to pull over my car to listen to it.
For a long time, I only knew Charlie Rich from his “Behind Closed Doors” and “Most Beautiful Girl” era. I liked the former song as a cheesy song about having sex but was never a fan of the latter. So I pretty much wrote him off as someone who once did a pop song I kind of liked. But I was wrong.
Rich is an amazing talent who never quite got the attention he deserved, perhaps because his musical talents were so diverse and he refused to be put into one category. He has some great rockabilly songs from Sun Records. He recorded there not long after Elvis Presley left the recording studio. And he made some excellent country recordings.
His final album before his death, Pictures and Paintings, was largely a jazz album. The Silver Fox was an excellent piano player, and he wrote some great songs.
Pictures and Paintings featured Rich’s song, “I Feel Like Going Home.” It is a nice recording with a band, and the album is worth checking out. And Rich recorded other versions of the song, including an over-produced version as a B-side to “The Most Beautiful Girl.” But it is another version of the song that captures something much more.
The Origins of “I Feel Like Going Home”
First, though, it helps to understand how Rich came to write the song. In 1971, writer Peter Guralnick wrote a series of essays about some of the great performers of country, blues, and rock and roll music. The book was called Feel Like Going Home and featured a loving profile of Rich, before his “Behind Closed Doors” comeback.
At the time of Guralnick’s book, Rich was struggling in the wilderness and it had been years since Rich had any kind of success. Guralnick took the title of a Muddy Waters’ song for the inspiration for his book’s title. And the book, with Guralnick’s loving portrait of Rich, in turn inspired Rich to write his song with a similar name.
The Great Demo Version and Richard Nixon
Besides the version on Pictures and Paintings, there is another version of “I Feel Like Going Home” that cuts to your core. It is a demo version with no production and just Rich singing and banging on the piano. This version appears on the 1997 compilation Feel Like Going Home: The Essential Charlie Rich, which is worth seeking out.
Also, it is this version that is closest to what rock critic Greil Marcus remembered Charlie Rich playing for Richard Nixon around the time of his downfall. (Greil Marcus, Mystery Train: Images of America in Rock ‘n’ Roll Music.) Marcus has called this version of Rich’s song about failure “the strongest moment of Rich’s career — a match for Ray Charles’ ‘Georgia On My Mind’ or Otis Redding’s ‘Try a Little Tenderness’ and somehow more indomitable than either.” (Greil Marcus, In the Fascist Bathroom: Punk in Pop Music, 1977-1992, 207).
It is fantastic. Check out the demo version of Charlie Rich’s “I Feel Like Going Home.”
In 1975, Charlie Rich announced the “Entertainer of the Year” award at the Country Music Association Awards show, confusing everyone by setting fire to the card announcing winner John Denver.
Charlie Rich was at the center of one of the most fascinating moments in award show history. Today, people still wonder about why the singer burned an award card announcing the winner as John Denver.
In the early 1970s, Rich, who had a long career of making great music, suddenly found himself with a huge hit album with the 1973 release of Behind Closed Doors. The title track was one of the most popular songs of the time. And it was followed by the equally popular hit, “The Most Beautiful Girl.”
The Country Music Association named him Entertainer of the Year in 1974. But it would be his return to the CMA Awards stage the following year that many would most remember.
The Burning
The following year on October 13, 1975, Rich returned to the Country Music Association Awards show to pass the torch to the new “Entertainer of the Year.” After Rich announced the nominees, which included a bit of rambling, he opened the envelope. After picking up the dropped announcement of the winner, he set it on fire. After a brief pause, he said the winner’s name, “My friend, Mr. John Denver.”
Then, John Denver appeared via satellite, apparently unaware of what just happened. But when the camera returned to the stage, host Glen Campbell looked a little confused.
Why Did Rich Do It?
Many regarded Rich’s actions as a protest against giving the award to Denver. Some speculated that Rich thought Denver was not “country” enough.
That reasoning does not seem quite right, as Rich himself was not a traditionalist, having started out with rock music at Sun Records. Further, his previous year’s success came from an album with a non-traditional country “Countrypolitan” sound based on a suggestion from producer Billy Sherill.
Rich himself never claimed that the act was one of protest. If one watches the video, one sees the more logical explanation: Rich was drunk and/or on drugs. His speech sounds slurred, he rambles at times, and he struggles to open the envelope. Further, there does not seem to be much time for reflection between clumsily opening the envelope and pulling out his lighter. Thus it does not seem to be a reaction to John Denver’s name but something he was going to do no matter what (although one might argue that maybe he knew the winner ahead of time).
Rich’s son has offered a similar explanation of the night. On his website, Charlie Rich Jr. explains how his dad was not one to judge other musicians and he also was friends with John Denver. He believes his father lit the announcement on fire out of a combination of bad judgment and believing it would be funny. Charlie Rich Jr. explains that his father was on pain medication for a foot injury and was also drinking gin and tonics that night.
He continues: “I know the last thing my father would have wanted to do was set himself up as judge of another musician. He felt badly that people thought it was a statement against John Denver.” Charlie Rich Jr. remembers his father later unsuccessfully trying to meet up with John Denver while on a trip to Colorado. But he does not know if his father ever got to explain things to Denver.
Years later, when asked, Rich explained he had no ill-will toward Denver and did not intend his act to make any kind of rebellious statement regarding Denver or country music in general. He simply called it “a mistake,” reflecting on his own “anxiety-panic disorder” while being at the awards show. He also reflected that during that time he had been overworked, and maybe unconsciously it was a way of saying he wanted to try something else with his career and not be pigeonholed as a country music artist.
Viewers still debate the meaning of Rich’s act. One commentator has speculated maybe it was a combination of all of the theories, thinking “the gesture was partly a joke, partly the result of mixing meds and booze, and partly a sincere expression of annoyance at the notion of John Denver as a country music legend.”
Rich’s Later Career
Unfortunately, Rich’s fire-lighting act before a large audience and the country music industry helped send his career into another slump. And the CMA banned him from future shows.
Rich eventually did record some great songs again. But he never again reached the level of the hits from Behind Closed Doors. Additionally, he had some bit parts in movies.
Rich’s last record was a wonderful jazz-influenced album released in 1992, Pictures and Paintings. He died in his sleep in 1995 of a pulmonary embolism at the age of 62.
Charlie Rich is one of my favorite artists of all time. If you only know him from his hit country songs in the 1970s, you should check out other parts of his catalog.
One of my favorite songs of his is “I Feel Like Going Home,” which appears in a jazzy version on Pictures and Paintings. But I especially love the demo version that features only the piano and that voice. The first time I heard this song, I was driving in my car and I had to pull over to listen to it. Here, it is a perfect bookend to the discussion of his fire at the CMAs.
Surprisingly, Charlie Rich is not in the Country Music Hall of Fame. For more information about lending your voice to supporting his membership, check out the Charlie Rich website. He also deserves to be in the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame.
In 2016, Memphis International Records released Feel Like Going Home (The Songs of Charlie Rich), a tribute album of Charlie Rich songs recorded by artists such as Jim Lauderdale, Will Kimbrough, Susan Marshall, Shooter Jennings, and Charlie Rich, Jr.
What is your favorite Charlie Rich song? Leave your two cents in the comments.
For a long time, I only knew Charlie Rich from his “Behind Closed Doors” and “Most Beautiful Girl” era. I liked the former song as a cheesy song about having sex but was never a fan of the latter. So I pretty much wrote him off as someone who once did a pop song I kind of liked. But I was wrong.
, a tribute album of Charlie Rich songs recorded by artists such as Jim Lauderdale, Will Kimbrough, Susan Marshall, Shooter Jennings, and Charlie Rich, Jr.